(I didn't get the Rory one done yet. Sorry, y'all. It's fucking TAX TIME. Until I get it done, here's this...)
Transiting Chiron conjuncting, paralleling, contra-paralleling natal Chiron
Transiting Chiron conjuncting, paralleling, contra-paralleling natal Chiron
Otherwise
known as the Chiron Return, when Chiron has completed a full cycle of the
zodiac and returned to its natal position in our charts.This
is the culmination of the journey of Healing and the evolution of consciousness
up to the age of 50-51. (Right about now for me.)
Its
effect will lie somewhere between two extremes, depending on our level
of attention and conscious work on the themes of Healing and evolution
of consciousness in our lives to date.In
all cases, our original Wounds and their attendant issues will surface
again.Whether we respond with Love
or with fear, guilt, remorse, anger and resentment will depend on our previous
work.
If
we have not attended to our Wounds and issues during our lives and have
not worked towards Healing and higher consciousness, ultimately aspiring
to Unconditional Love, we will be thrust back into the thicket of our Woundedness.In
this case, our core Wounds and issues will surface again, demanding attention,
Healing and resolution. In a sense,
we are required to repeat a grade of school. However,
the likelihood of truly beginning in-depth work on our subsequent Healing
and evolution of consciousness definitely diminishes with time.This
is due to our age, to the general level of crystallization of our personality
and to associated emotional habits, masks, protective mechanisms and ingrained
escape routes.This is not to say
that it is impossible.It simply
becomes more difficult over time and we become less inclined to bother
with it. (Sad to say, this was almost ten years ago for Chi.)
In
this case, the Chiron Return can be, paradoxically, a time that we hardly
notice due to the success of our long-standing patterns of avoidance and
evasion.Conversely, it can be a
time of monumental regret.The Chiron
Return can open the Pandora's Box of our core Wounds and long-standing
unresolved issues.Unable to deal
with or answer the tortured callings that arise from our fragmented consciousness,
we go into crisis or, alternatively, even deeper into retreat.Only
in the final moments of death, maybe many years later, will we have an
opportunity to feel Healing and sense the Truth of the Love around us and
in us.It is only then that the stranglehold
of our personality mechanisms finally relaxes with the weakening of our
physical vehicle.I venture to suggest
that, if you are reading this book and have gotten this far in it, you
will not have to fear the aforementioned scenario!
If,
however, we have attended, to a greater or lesser degree, to our Wounds
and issues during our lives, the best we can look forward to is a deep
sense of completion and peace during this transit.Although
our core Wounds and issues will arise again during this time, our previous
work will help us to appreciate and finally Love these Voids that have
given us our core Values and, ultimately, our Divine Design.
It
will be a time when we can move into another octave of Healing and evolution
of consciousness.The cycle repeats,
but on another finer energetic level, i.e. another octave.We
are given an opportunity to move to deeper levels of Healing and higher
levels of consciousness, forever expanding to the limits of the solar system
and, simultaneously, approaching the focused consciousness of the Sun.Increasingly,
Love is our guide rather than fear and guilt.
In
Truth, the effect of the Chiron Return lies somewhere between these two
extremes.Some issues - those that
we have fully worked through - we will transcend, moving into a new energetic
level of Healing and a new cycle.Others
we will have to recapitulate in the next Chiron Cycle, striving for more
understanding, higher consciousness pertaining to the issues themselves
and deeper Healing of old Wounds.Still
others will be deeper Wounds only just uncovered by the previous cycle
and representing our next lessons.
The
Uranus/natal Uranus opposition (half-return) and the Chiron Return work
hand in hand to align us with and connect us to the outer planets of Uranus,
Neptune and Pluto.It can be a spiritual
coming-of-age if we are ready.If
we are not, then the destructive forces of Pluto will accelerate our decay,
seeking to spade us in, so to speak, in preparation for our physical death
and rebirth in a new cycle, i.e. a new incarnation.
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